Formal with Friends 

Easter Shmeaster...

At school again on a weekend when I should be at home, luckily I am going home this afternoon... even though going home is frequent for me and only a short distance away, Ingersoll is a wonderful place if you are from it!

The song of the moment right now is "Queen- Another one bites the dust..." no particular reasons, but I would like to make note of how things are all cleared up from my last blog, angers have been resolved, people are all now smiling :)

The deuce has been restored !

I attempted to watch RainMan this morning and it was definately too serious for this friday morning, so I veto'd it and I am currently working on my third episode of SATC (spell out the anagram urself...lol)

My grammar and short forms have become wretched in these blogs, but c'est la vie d'une blogger...lol...horrid french!

Anyways, I am out like the fat kid in dodgeball, happy easter, see u all soon enough!
--Robs

That felt good to get off my chest...

Why would someone be mad at me? I know someone who is mad at me, a close floormate, friend and amigo. I am not sure to this second why he is, I have developed a couple theories (all of which I really am not at fault for...which leads me to think of them as wrong, or I hope that they are)

If he is mad over some trivial thing, I will laugh it off... I will also remember how easily he got angered and attempted to ruin a friendship over something so trivial... If it is something I did, I will apologize, even if I didn't do it, I will apologize... I am at a time in my life where I am not going to let anyone be mad at me for longer than they should be... We are not on the earth long enough to fight and hold grudges, it sucks that a death has taught me this, but I was lucky to be friends with Anne in her passing...

I will never let something ruin a friendship, or possibly ruin someone for a lifetime... I will apologize as soon as this mystery is solved.

Until then, I am gone as I do have to attend all classes (considering I have missed soo many)...

--Rob

She will be loved...

She was our angel, our friend, our mentor... She worked hard in life to make people smile, appreciate, and enjoy their surroundings...everything she did was wonderful and kind, everything she touched worked out perfectly, every task she took on she did flawlessly... and this is why I will remember her always.

Losing a friend is never easy, and it is weird to type out that I have lost one of mine. Anne Marie graced this world for 31 years, and last monday she passed away in her sleep. I loved her with all my heart as she helped me mature, appreciate the world, and above all things appreciate myself, family, and friends. She was always there, any time of day or night if I needed her. She offered her house to our friends if we were ever in need of a place to stay, she was there to pick us up if we were stranded somewhere, she had us over for dinner, and allowed us to host her. I hoped I helped her as much as she helped me...

Anne Marie, I love you, and I always will...you were here long enough to make an impact on everyone, and you will live on through us forever...

For as long as I hope to remember I will dance, I will be noticed, and I will own the moment in memory of what you always could do! We love you... I love you...

--Rob Stewart

I couldn't believe it... for the first time in my life, I have actually let something get to me! I am always an easy going guy, up tight about the small things, but normally pretty good about the rest...

Until...university hit me! Okay, I love this school to death, I love everything about it: socially, academically, and it's location. The best part of being at this school is the variety of faculties and programs offered, and the crazy high numbers of students and others! Keeping this in mind the competition levels are huge and are killing me, I recently received a 60% on a french midterm and a 70% on an essay...and it ruined me!

I have never had to take a breather from life and sit back and put stuff into perspective, I have never been the one who got low marks, I have never been the one who hated school...and this is what I feel I have become. I am currently trying to put fun into my work, as I am currently enjoying none of my classes, I am praying for this to change.

But, as this post is once again "down" I will finish with a quote, "it is better to do everything imperfectly, than nothing flawlessly" this is my quote that keeps me smiling as a perfectionist! :)

--Rob